Thursday, January 14, 2010

tired....

so what can I do now??

nothing... there's nothing much I can do now.....and I don't know what can I do.... whom I can turn to.....

I don't think I can turn to anyone.....and I would not turn to anyone anymore.... coz the pple ard me........seems to have their own piece of problem...... I never wanna to add burden to anyone....... telling anyone abt it is definitely a NO NO for me

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

human only....

how to make pple to understand me??

it is tough and difficult.....

I tried getting my students to understand my stand... yet they become more defiant...and not willing to do anything..... I can no longer stretch my hand further to help them.... seeing them getting into more troubles is not wat i wanna.....yet some of them even request to be suspended from school... is it worth it??

then next.... i am facing too many problems at one go.....and it is disheartening to know that.... at times... pple expected things from you and not giving back to you .... what a great joke.... but this is harsh reality..... i cannot change others..... coz they have their own mindset.... juz did not like to be labelled by others....

after so many things.... i came to realization......i'm only a human being... who is not a deity.... i cannot do alot of things..... i am a human with feelings..... yet at times..... my feelings are not been taken into consideration..... i am only a human..... a human which faces breaking down again and again..... what can i do......